[ Current Mood ] bored
[ Current Music ] nothing
[ Current Taste ] saliva
[ Current Make-up ] none
[ Current Hair ] pony tail
[ Current Annoyance ] my wrist hurts and i have to walk home soon
[ Current Smell ] library…taste like chicken
[ Current Favorite Artist ] van goh (sp?)
[ Current Desktop Picture ] at library plain and grey, at home Wolverine
[ Current Favorite Group ] too many
[ Current Book you're reading ] X-men 2, Dragons Bait, White Snow, and a ton of manga
[ Current CD in CD Player] i prefer a playlist…seeing as my sister likes to steal my portable cd player, and everyone removes my cd’s from my sterio
[ Current DVD in player] i think…Happy Tree Friends (fluffy forest animals and senseless violence…I LOVE IT)
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] the color of skin
[ Current Refreshment ] saliva
[ Current Worry ] cleaning my room -_-
LAST PERSON…
[ You Touched ] mommy
[ You Talked to ] librarian
[ You Hugged ] mommy
[ You Instant messaged ] good god i cannot even remember
[ You Yelled At ] sister
[ You Kissed ] tim
FAVORITE…
[ Food ] too many
[ Drink ] too many
[ Color ] black and blue
[ Album ] too many
[ Shoes ] slip ons
[ Candy ] snickers
[ Animal ] real cats, imaginary dragons
[ TV Show ] emergency vets
[ Movie ] *deep breath* Dragonheart, legend, labrynth, the last unicorn, x-2, paperhouse, what dreams may come, rurouni kenshin trust and betrayal, my god the list goes on and on…..
[ Dance ] chicken dance
[ Song ] good question. I can listen to Stripped by Rammstein over and over again, same with This is the New Shit by Marilyn Manson.
[ Vegetable ] cucumbers
[ Fruit ] oranges, and bananas
[ Cartoon ] american…Happy Tree Friends…SENSLESS VIOLENCE!!! and simpsons
ARE YOU…
[ Understanding ] somewhat
[ Open-minded ] yep
[ Arrogant ] nope
[ Insecure ] yes
[ Interesting ] depends. most people just find me obsessive after a while
[ Random ] yep
[ Hungry ] sort of but not really
[ Friendly ] i tend to keep to myself
[ Smart ] more street smart that book smart
[ Moody ] yes…more like HELL yes
[ Childish ] i can be
[ Independent ] yep
[ Hard working ] when i want to be
[ Organized ] yep, in my own way.
[ Healthy ] no
[ Emotionally Stable ] *snorts* hell no
[ Shy ] i avoid people as if they have the plague
[ Difficult ] i can be
[ Attractive ] no
[ Bored Easily ] yes
[ Messy ] if you say so, i just have a weird way of being organized
[ Thirsty ] no
[ Responsible ] overly
[ Obsessed ] yes
[ Angry ] yes, at the world
[ Sad ] yes
[ Happy ] rarely
[ Hyper ] when i am, people tend to think i am that way all the time, which i am not.
[ Trusting ] no
[ Talkative ] only when i am nervous. according to tim, i am the quietest girl he knows.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO…
[ Kill ] real dad
[ Slap ] a couple people actually
[ Get Really Wasted With ] myself, i do mean things when i am plastered, so i drink alone.
[ Get High With ] Don’t want to get high either… that’s bad as well… (agreed)(double agree)
[ Look Like ] Myself …
[ Talk To Offline ] i tim, but i want to call manda!!! i got a surprise for her on the CD i am making her
[ Talk To Online ] anyone
[ My Name Is ] Satan…no wait…Katie
[ In The Morning I Am ] a complete bitch, and completely silent.
[ All I Need Is ] to be held, but no one will.
[ Love ] is an illusion ment to fuck with my head
[ I'm Afraid of ] spiders and death
[ I Dream About ] trust me…ya dont want to know ~_^
-HAVE YOU EVER . .
[ Pictured your crush/boyfriend naked? ] ~_^
[ Actually seen ur crush/boyfriend naked ] i am single…sadly.
[ Been in love ] yes
[ Cried when someone died ] always, i am terrified of death.
[ Lied ] not in a long time
-WHICH IS BETTER-
[ Coke or pepsi ] pepsi
[ Flowers or candy] flowers
[ Tall or short ] taller
-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
[what do u notice first?] eyes
[last person u slow danced with] my friend derek…very long time ago.
[worst question to ask] can we just be friends?
-WHO-
[makes u laugh the most?] val and heather
[makes you smile] the Happy Tree Friends
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] tim…need i say it?
[who do you have a crush on?] take a wild guess
[has a crush on u?] no one, cause i am a crazy psycho bitch that drives everyone away.
[is easiest to talk to] i dont talk to anyone about my problems, except val and heather…and most of the time i forget to.
-DO YOU EVER-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] when i had the net i did.
[save aol/aim conversations] depends
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] sometimes, i was pretty much raised to be a tomboy, so i am a bit less girly than most.
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes
-HAVE YOU EVER-
[fallen for your best friend] yes, but let that go. it hurts too much, besides he hardly cares for me anymore.
[been rejected] more than enough for this lifetime
[rejected someone] yes
[used someone] nope
[been cheated on] yes
[done something you regret] yes, its called living
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON-
[you talked to on the phone] tim
[hugged] mom
[you instant messaged] cant even remember
[you laughed with] sister(we watched X-men evolutions last night)
-DO YOU / ARE YOU-
[smoke cigarettes] glad to be allergic
[could u live without the computer?] probably
[color ur hair] not in a while
[ever get off the damn computer] yes
[habla espanol] si, und deutch. (yes and german)
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] when i had aohell, about 50
[drink alchohol?] yes
[like watching sunrises or sunset] Sunset…
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]emotional stays with you for life.
-NUMBER-
of times I have had my heart broken?: 2
of hearts I have broken?: 1
of guys I have kissed?: 6
of girls I have kissed?: 0
of continents I have lived in?: 1
of tight friends?: 2
of cd’s that I own?: good question
of scars on my body?: good question
of things in my past that I regret?: living
I KNOW: people hate me
I WANT: to be alone
I HAVE: no life
I WISH: i wasnt here
I HATE: my life
I MISS: being alone
I FEAR: rejection
I HEAR: books being shelved
I SEARCH: for food
I WONDER: why i am here
I REGRET: being myself
I LOVE: a fully starry night
I ACHE: to be in the middle of a silent forest
I CARE: for noone (not really but hey i had to go with the theme)
I ALWAYS: am alone
I AM NOT: here
I DANCE: when no one sees
I SING: off key
I CRY: when i hurt inside
I DO NOT ALWAYS: say what i want or feel inside
I FIGHT: because i have nothing else to live for
I WRITE: to vent
I WIN: because i am good
I LOSE: my soul
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: to music
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: hiding in my room
I NEED: to be held until i stop hating myself
I AM HAPPY: when the world ignores me
I SHOULD HAVE: jumped off of that bridge
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