yeah mom. i make about $92 a week. i realllly cant afford to put money in the bank and keep it there, while paying you $40 a week, and paying my bills.

This week, i need to put at least $20 on my cell phone, and i need a bus pass that costs $55. explain to me how i can also put money in the bank and pay rent?

she tried to get mad at me because i hardly have any money left in the bank. Umm, not my fault i have bills. She asked me where my $500 that she gave me went to. Well mom, school text books are expensive, hell i spent nearly $400 on them. the rest has been going to bills…because apparently with $92 a week, i can pay my cell, credit card, and book club bills, pay rent, deposit money each week, AND still have money to buy lunch at school and work. I have been dipping into the $100 left just so i could EAT. cause i know if i ask to borrow money with dad around the answer will be no.

fuck you. you want me out of the house, yet i cant even feed myself cause you take all of my money ment for bills.

now i dont blame my mom for all of this, i really blame my Step-dad. Hes the one insisting on making me pay rent. My mom is just clueless to my financial woes.

Really, i owe $508.00 on a credit card with a limit of $500.00. That is not good. My cell phone just got a late payment fee of $15, because they recieved it on the day it was due. And my science fiction book club bill hasnt been payed in 2 months. thats an $8 fee. AND i have to get my $55 bus pass, or i cant go to school. I get $52 to deposit each week, while paying my bills…yet i am suppose to have money left over so i can eat. AM I MISSING SOMETHING HERE?!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!

ich bin hungar. ah well. i get to go see Underworld again today. With Tim. I swear hes trying to tell me something. trying to get on my nerves. Trying to pull a relationship similar to Naru and Ketaro from Love Hina.

KnightWolf2814: cool, how soon can we see it
Dragon12Mid: i am checking the times right now
Dragon12Mid: erm…AMC no longer has underworld
KnightWolf2814: damn
Dragon12Mid: Regal may still have it
KnightWolf2814: k
Dragon12Mid: and i can get tickets for that cheap. associate discount at tops
Dragon12Mid: lol, there is only one time tonight for Underworld…at 9:20 pm
KnightWolf2814: cool we;re going
Dragon12Mid: and i realllly wish it would stop giving me popups for texas chainsaw massacre
Dragon12Mid: x_x
KnightWolf2814: hehe they’re taunting you
Dragon12Mid: i know.
Dragon12Mid: and its frightening. i cannot even watch trailers for that movie
KnightWolf2814: aww
Dragon12Mid: do i need to clock you?
**KnightWolf2814: yes its that time again to become a shooting star**
Dragon12Mid: wha???
KnightWolf2814: keitaro, becomes a shoooting star when naru punches him
Dragon12Mid: lol
KnightWolf2814: where will i land today
Dragon12Mid: naa, i am not going to beat you
KnightWolf2814: not even if I used the english keitaro voice
Dragon12Mid: nope
KnightWolf2814: it can be very annoying
Dragon12Mid: i know
KnightWolf2814: “Oh naru?”
KnightWolf2814: up, just got a flash back of naru and motoko
KnightWolf2814: and the two guys with streams of blood coming from their noses
Dragon12Mid: lol
Dragon12Mid: i loved that part
KnightWolf2814: it was so awesome
Dragon12Mid: uhhuh
KnightWolf2814: excuse me just wiping the blood from my nose
KnightWolf2814: oh darn here comes some more
KnightWolf2814: oh jeez, more coming
KnightWolf2814: oh, man. it just doesn’t stop
Dragon12Mid: lol
KnightWolf2814: think unsexy thoughts
Dragon12Mid: no comments
KnightWolf2814: barney gumble in a bikini
KnightWolf2814: eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww
KnightWolf2814: that was a funny simpsons episode
Dragon12Mid: o.O;;
KnightWolf2814: anyways
KnightWolf2814: I was up playing Quake at 3am this morning
Dragon12Mid: lol, you sound like me with neopets
KnightWolf2814: yeah but quake has blood, guts and a cool soundtrack
KnightWolf2814: two thumbs up
Dragon12Mid: lol
KnightWolf2814: nine inch nails did the soundtrack
Dragon12Mid: nice
Dragon12Mid: oh we got a new fan of KMFDM
KnightWolf2814: who
Dragon12Mid: Heather
KnightWolf2814: cool
KnightWolf2814: another joins my circle
Dragon12Mid: lol
Dragon12Mid: urrgh.
Dragon12Mid: i dont want to work next week
KnightWolf2814: neither do I
KnightWolf2814: wanna trade
Dragon12Mid: erm, i have never cashed before at tops…and they are putting me on front end…for one week. I got one hour of training…to make up for the fact that any new cashier has 3 DAYS of training
KnightWolf2814: you can take care of 3007 eployees, 1500 contractor. 2 ringing phones, 3 alarm panels and one fax machine
KnightWolf2814: come on lets trade
Dragon12Mid: i dont know ANY of the produce codes…hell half of the fruits and veggies there, i have never even seen before.
Dragon12Mid: could you just imagine me picking it up and stating “what the FUCK is this?!”
KnightWolf2814: hehe
Dragon12Mid: i would do it too
Dragon12Mid: and to have to touch barely wraped meat
Dragon12Mid: *shutter*
KnightWolf2814: eeww
Dragon12Mid: i like meat, dont get me wrong, but RAW *cringe*
KnightWolf2814: tasty
Dragon12Mid: theres only one meat i will eat semi raw…steak
Dragon12Mid: (drool)
KnightWolf2814: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
KnightWolf2814: steak
Dragon12Mid: now i am hungry ;_;
KnightWolf2814: eat
Dragon12Mid: what?
Dragon12Mid: i am in a library
Dragon12Mid: i cant
KnightWolf2814: eat a book
KnightWolf2814: you might learn something
Dragon12Mid: lol
KnightWolf2814: MTV celebrity deathmatch has made it to playstation
Dragon12Mid: i know
Dragon12Mid: i saw that
KnightWolf2814: it looks funny as hell
Dragon12Mid: i know
KnightWolf2814: well, I’m gonna get going
KnightWolf2814: when should i stop by
Dragon12Mid: *nod nod* any time after 4
KnightWolf2814: kay
KnightWolf2814: later then
Dragon12Mid: see ya then

** is where he seems to be purpously taunting me. -_-