Holy crap on a stick, i can see O_O;;

I <3 new monitors!

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That’s my goat. His name is Zy. He’s gay.

I call him my homozygoat…

all in the same post.  I have a lot on my mind lately, but i just dont have the will to write it all down.  I nearly had a freak out day yesterday, but forced myself to keep chugging on and on.  it wasnt easy.  So, after the forcing to go to class and the ride home from school (i hate buses, but alas i dont like the idea of driving even more) i called my Lady Doctor.  They called me the day before and asked me to call them.

Yep, cue the worry.  First i was wondering if it was something to do with my insurance (again) and if so, i was going to basically freak the fuck out on them.  But nope.  Good news and not so bad, but still isnt good news.  I dont have HPV xD  thats the good news.  Bad news is i may have BV (bacterial Vagnosis).  I had some unusual cells show up on my PAP.  Nothing funky is going on down below, so they are not too worried, my doc just wants me to eat a lot of yogurt and flush my system out, and let her know how i feel in about a week.  I am going to do just that (i gots my cranberry juice and a LOT of yogurt).  I think i am still going to take her up on the offer of antibiotics just in case.  Its nothing life threatening, just some bacteria on my cervix.  She thinks it may be stress related, or just typical bodily changes.  Still… i’d rather be safe than sorry.

other than that, its just school and school.  :/  I had another nightmare last night too.  but i dont really want to get into that too much